Today I was trying to write a story on my guilt trip, but trust me writing about those who I have hurt intentionally or unintentionally was difficult.
Writing the entire story is like going back to the whole thing and seeing how badly I made someone’s life so miserable.
I feel guilty, bad about myself. It is like when we are almost over with some pain and then someone comes back and reminds us about everything.
Guilt trip is equal to poison in your hand, a death note, a loss.
But for how long we can live with a guilt trip, that we have done some serious damage or crime against someone’s feelings?
I guess all we can do is to be away from that person, take them time to heal and maybe never go back to them and remind them how they chose a wrong person, how they trusted a wrong person.
We should just apologise for what all bad we did with someone. Whether it was unintentional, it still happened. Sorry cannot heal the pain but at least if you have realized that you have done this mistake, from your side, it’s a good attempt.
Try never ever hurt anybody’s feelings. Think twice before you say anything, commit to anything because you never know how hard it is going to affect to somebody and their life.
I feel sorry for some that I have hurt, just keep asking god to forgive me on their behalf. Everyday, I am just trying to put a smile on someone’s face, maybe their blessings would help me overcome my guilt.
Love
Mitali Rawat
