One of my very close friends kept asking me why she is not earning more? Or why she is not happy, and why she doesn’t have that car?
I used to reply to her that look back and see how long you have come, there might be days when you were not earning and today you are earning better and enjoying a good life.
You might be not having a car right now but soon you will have a car, house, and much, much better-paying job, it just a matter of time.
You need to understand that things will happen but in your own time.
Likewise, I was a little tough on myself last night and there was so much of a task to stop my thought.
I was disappointed, pissed, and eager for my own actions.
I don’t even remember when actually I fall to sleep but this morning I woke up by a call and then I wrote my running emotions into this blog.
I have realized that taking too much frustration and hating my action will not take me somewhere good and cannot provide me calmness.
It might take me to another level of destruction.
I have decided at least I will try to be happy today, I will love myself more again and try hard to do the best I can do today for myself.
Because everything is changing but we have to keep loving yourself, so that after maybe a few months when I am actually seeing this blog there will be a smile on my face about it about this morning and last night.
Trust me presently will be present and you always look back to the past to cherish the gone moment.