And while continuing to my routine of reading I have realized that I can actually relate to the term dark days, where you don’t feel like talking to anyone and you started creating a distant from every person.
You don’t feel like getting up from your bed; you feel cranky, sad and all weird!
Rain gives you happiness and a good excuse to not to go out!
Old friends may give you a reason to smile, but new bees are big no!
Mantras and spirituality makes you move, and you can believe every dammn thing you never thought too.
One day I feel like eating everything and one day I feel like eating nothing.
But this morning after getting up and writing a letter to the guy I started liking, I realized that this is my life, and I have to decide that what and how I am going to spend my day and life; when anyone got out of it.
Do I want to cry over it or I should cherish the moment which was best in the past.
By getting sad about it; all I will get gloomy and low energies but if I become happy the chance of getting more happiness will increase.
The past one year wasn’t easy for anyone of us, we have lost something and at some point we have realized the value of so many little things; if I look back to any incident, I would say that yes this happened to me and this was the reason behind it.
So maybe I feel that my dark days are going, but I am still learning out of it, I have become a better person after all the setbacks and obstacles.
I have valued my relationships, my close friends and I am distant with the unnecessary stuff and I am glad that I am no longer the same person I used to be.
I like the change; pain has given me.
I am sure tomorrow brings all the joy I deserve but yes till that time I know today is not forever and dark days converts into a bright day for sure.